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i know all the things I dont want to know.

i see your face and love hate flashes to mind.

you were there for me,

but only the way you wanted to be there.

you did things.

but not the things you were supposed to do.

it all built up just like I knew it would.

overflowed into a cup of blood so thick I slipped.

no friends, no family, no you.

listening to others never works because we never know until it’s something we’ve been through.

not anybody’s responsibility to deal with the things i feel.

i go to God for comfort and I know that He is real;

but can’t help to wonder where His hand was in this.

… or if He ever had anything to do with it at all.

i wipe the blood off my face.

hang the pictures back up.

finish the laundry.

re-fill the coffee cup.

cry a lil more while i check the locks on the doors

close the windows cuz it’s getting cold

lay awake in bed and let the day unfold.

welcome the tears.

let them wash away the sores.

you say leave it alone and let you be.

i say to you ok and say to myself, No more.