all around the world the same song

Its the Holidays and once again I am spending them alone. It’s becoming a pattern though and I think I know what to do to make sure it doesn’t get me down this year.

despite what she did to me I still went back, and let her come back too. I wonder if this all me just wanting something to hold on to but in my heart I know it’s not that.

all of my X’s are engaged. All of my close friends are married. The people that I know who are single do it very well and have a blast. The people that I know who are in relationships enjoy  eachothers company and put that first above all.

Waiting for the one whose answer is always::: it doesn’t matter baby, so long as it’s me and you.

Wondering if that person even exists anymore. I had her once. Will I ever have her again???