no longer.

no longer feeling as if I have to go back to get forward.

No longer dependant upon the past.

Seeing my future with bright eyes and suddenly realizing that I do have a choice in the matter.

i can choose wether you stay or go. I can choose wether I leave or not.

I can speak freely when I’m in the mood, wether I’m cold.

Wether I’m hot. I can go see my family.

whenever I want.

She can go and she can come. And in the end no harm is done.

No accussations of me being with a man.

I’m learning to trust and be trusted again.

What a lesson I am on the verge to learn.

No more hurt. Or getting burned.

Cleans slates that have honesty imbedded so tight …

this has to be a track to run.

Feels so right. the turns and bends and air on my face.

Wondering if this is what falling in love feels like.

Been so long and the emotion is foreighn.

strange.

not sure wether to run or burry myself in her hair.

her stomach. her arms.

anywhere down there…… below where I go I can see her face glow.