waiting…

I had a mammogram done Wednesday along with 2 pelvic and abdominal ultrasounds. They are checking for cancer. In my breast they found 2 lumps and none on the other side, in that breast I have been having pain. My pelvic area i have had pain so bad that it brings me to a hunched over fetal position. The pain, has only happened twice in almost 2 years but when it happens it feels like my insides are being ripped apart. I sit here waiting for results, and its not easy to wait and see if your life is going to change, be over, or if everything is fine. I am nervous, and anxious every day especially since i have 4 kids that depends only and solely on me. pray for me, i need it.