Another Quickie

The computer is still insane, but I think I might be able to squeeze in a short entry. Most everything is packed away besides our dishes and glasses. I left a pot out in case I want to make spaghetti or something, but pretty much everything now we’re making is already in a container that can be baked or nuked.  This trash company thing is coming tomorrow to take all the stuff we don’t want and Friday the movers will be here. AHHHHHH!!!!!!    I’m going to be ok really, but WOW this is just insane. I’m going more and more into shock as our leaving date approaches. I was driving to my parents house today and I was thinking how I won’t be taking this route anymore to see them. I’ll be flying to see my parents! That’s just nuts to me. I keep telling myself things will go smooth and we’ll all be ok. I’m still a little apprehensive , but I guess that’s normal. I don’t know how Dave moved away from his whole family to come here to be with me. Especially when he really didn’t know my family at all.

I keep looking at my house and I get sad at the thought of not living here anymore. I LOVE this house. I mean there are a few things I would change about it, but when I first saw this house I knew I wanted it.  The neighgbors are all nice and there are so many kids for Keira to play with around here.  I just keep telling myself it’s time to move on and this move will be great for all of us. I will get to experience life on the westcoast instead of the east. I won’t have to deal with buttloads of snow.  I guess I still think of the things I’ll miss about being around here like all my family and friends. I love going to all the festivals and fairs around here. I love that we’re not far from so many amusement parks which I grew up going to. I know I’ll be able to come back and visit, but it’s going to be hard to not be able to just grab my keys and drive to my parents house for a visit.

Someone tell me to stop worrying and be excited! I am excited, but right now the thought of everything that’s going to change in this next week is drowning out all my happy thoughts. Maybe I just need a good night of sleep.