1/23/07

If I had something exciting to write about I would, but I don’t. I’ve been feeling down lately due to being stuck in the house and my back is continuing to bug me. It seems that when I lay down in bed at night I just can’t get comfortable and now my stomach has been hurting a bit too. I have no idea what the hell is wrong, but I’m sick of this crap. Keira’s napping and here I am searching WebMD because I’m just going nuts. I need to go to the doctor. I didn’t go last week because of the snow and I didn’t want to take Keira out, but this week I’m going. If my dad gets home early later on this week I’m dropping her off there and I’m going. I just want to feel better and I don’t want to have this anxiety because I worrying about what’s wrong all the time. I just want the doctor to figure out what’s wrong and fix me. I keep telling myself this year is going to be better and I’m going to do everything in my power to make sure it is. I really hate to write about depressing stuff because I don’t want to seem like a downer all the time.

Dave is still waiting on the email from that guy from KPMG. I hope we hear from him soon so we can know what’s going on. Hopefully this week will end on a good note from this guy and hopefully my doctor can fix me before this weekend. Wishful thinking much?