When I work

It’s  5am. I have to wake up in two hours. I keep wak in g up every two hours. I decided to put this in writing in case I decide I want to go back to smoking…

note to self:

YOU HAVE TERRIBLE SLEEP…it’s like only 3 hours a night

YOU SWEAT DURING THE NIGHT

YOU FEEL DEPRESSED

THIS IS IT FOR ME!!! No more smoking. I was going to say on my birthday I’ll smoke but fuck that shot. I don’t want to smoke or drink anymore. I’m done looking like a potato.

DEAR GOD PLEASE HELP ME. AMEN

on my way to work now…God help me find balance to go after my career while working full time. Please help me get there on time