Deadline!

Giving myself to the end of this month to fix my shit!

I hate having to deal with…

(Okay I was on a good track with that but fell of the wagon and can now eat a slab of chocolate over a few days as supposed to 1 day, but still I shouldn’t be eating as much if any junk as I have been)

I think I have let my depression cloud my personal motivation to keep on the good track. And so I am feeding off self fulfilment and letting things go.

My medical aid has cut me off since I didn’t pay it this month and even though I can figure out to make it work I have been too lazy to do anything and so should anything medically happen to me…I am screwed!

Okay so winter is the going to be the month to get back on track!