hmm

It’s great that the guy who likes me asked my parents for my number. He said we could get to know each other; I told him we could go slow; he told me to prioritize my family and to understand that he works a lot; I told him it was okay; I would wait for him. I like him a lot, but in the meantime, I’m still doubting, but it’s not his fault. I keep feeling like it’s wrong to move on; I feel it too quickly. I want to cry because I miss my ex. I’m avoiding that, though. I miss him terribly because I have to restart over with someone else, and that’s sad, but it makes me hate him because he could easily find another girlfriend when we barely broke up for 2 weeks. My ex knows me so well, and I’m always thinking about him. I don’t know how to proceed with the new guy if I can’t get over my ex. I feel like the new guy deserves better than someone who is still stuck with her ex. Is it okay for me to proceed?