Desperation

I can’t help but think he’s with his girlfriend right now. Well, he works with her; he’s with her almost everyday…..sometimes it’s all I think about. I know that I should move on and that I should focus on myself, but it’s hard. I wish I could skip to the part where I’m okay. I’m talking to someone as well, trying to get over him. Maybe I’m rushing, but I mean, this new guy is willing to talk to my parents and ask permission to go out with me; they know him, they work together, and my dad loves him. I don’t know if that’s a good thing, but I’m scared of commitment this early (we broke up a month ago). I’m 18, a high school student, and I’m going to college next year. I really don’t need a guy right now, but I will see how things go because he’s probably with my parents now….