Weird.

I feel really weird today! Had another bad night with menopause, or as I call it, pesterpause! In and out of bed for the loo and drinks, had more ups and downs than Katie Price’s knickers!

Weird dreams that I can’t explain, had a bad headache so I was sat on the edge of the bed about 1am washing 2 Paracetamol down with a bottle of Inch’s Cider.

Today at 10:14 am at work I’m restless, things seem dark outside …. they are anyway because of the weather … but other than that things just seem dark and the horrible beeping from the road works yellow machine put my nerves on edge.

I feel like I’m in another dimension and still have the spaced-out swimming headache.

I’m not prepared to see a doctor about the pesterpause as she’ll put me on loads of pills/tablets which I don’t want as I’m on loads of them 7 days a week for other medical stuff, all of which makes me feel like I’m over-dosing each day so I really can’t and won’t take any more that what I really have too!