Attack of the Fluffies

So I get home at 4 am and get attacked by baby kittens, aww poor neglected fuzzies.  I just spent two nights with my most favorite people in this whole damn world.  Besides having the man-bear-pig hulking around the corner constantly eaves dropping it was awesome.  I decided to start an open diary again, not sure if anyone will really read it but who cares at least I can get all my random thoughts out again.  

The world is a funny place, after all these years things still shoke and surprise me.  Since my last diary I’ve met a new man, probably several (OMG shocker).  I just can’t ever seem to find the right one and the one I’m with at the time always seems like the one.  Will I die alone?  Anyways his name is Derek, he’s a sweety for now (until my evil superpower corrupts him).  Here’s the problem, he lives in NY.  The place I swore I would never go back to, the root of all evil, the frozen barren void of human existance, the place full of broken dreams and broken hearts.  (Are you getting the point of how much I hate NY)  So now I’m moving back there, (not sure how yet, maybe the invisible man in the sky will poof me there with an appartment and a job waiting), and I really wish that things were different but I’ll take what fate and chance gives me.  I really like him, (of course I’ve said that before) *sighs* and I need to get Gabe back so I’ve made my decision. *cries* Give me a sign Mr. Invisible Man in the Sky, *cough* or Mr. Burning in Eternal Hell Fire.

 So he tells me the other night, (because he calls me all the time, which is awesome), that he still hasn’t made his final decision yet.  Me being the paranoid person that I am begged and prodded him to get the answer to that riddle out of him.  He was reffering to me being the woman that he would like to marry.  Now this came as a bit of a shock because usually I’m the one jumping ahead of the game.  I was very happy. 

It’s funny my mom loves him and my dad is uncertain, that has never happened before.  Kim likes him which is cool cause she doesn’t usually like the men I date.  My boys like him and i really hope that he doesn’t hurt them.  I don’t know if I could take John’s heartache again.  He just needs a father figure in his life.

Anyways I’m exhausted and going to bed I’ll continue this later.

~Eternal Bliss