11/28/06

Ears perk in the direction of the conversation only to be plugged with a musical friend to drown out the behavior one is lectured for on another day. Soon the sea of life will wash this away and erase the memory of this painful experience as if it were the losing of my virginity. That acquired moment that you wish not to dwell on for very long. Of course, losing my virginity was much more exciting then this.

The absorption is a healthy thing in my eyes. I swim in the murk of this current obsession and feel the guilt free for doing it. I am creating something with my finger tips while caressing my ego back in line.

Schooling is again on my mind. How I would love to abandon the computer and do something more worthwhile. Perhaps in time this will become a reality. A discussion came among old friends of reviving an old conversations regarding animation. They asked me sculpt something. May haps I will simply do it in 3D on the computer instead of doing it in clay.

There is a fight over my resume. Three people within a company want me. These jobs are removed from coding somewhat, but deal with the whole design of an application, not really the implementation. How exciting.