ANI IS PREGNANT!!!

Ani Is Pregnant!!!!!!

Ladies and Gentleman, Friends from all over, Relations, infact EVERYONE ON EARTH!

I am going to be a Daddy one more time! WOOOOOOOT!!!!! Shit, where do I start? Well, let’s begin by saying, “I am so friggin happy”!! Falling pregnant is something that we both have talked about many times, knew it MIGHT happen one day, and were very prepared for it if it did. We stopped using contraception a long time ago lol!

So do you want me to fill you all in on the whole story? LMAO! I just heard you all say “FUCK YEAH, DEEERRR”! :p I apologies if it seems a little spasmodic ok, my mind is racing and I can’t wait to post this! (If the internet stops fucking up!)

About two weeks ago, Ani and I were talking and she asked me how I would feel about having another baby, this is something that we have talked about before, however this time I noticed that she was more than pushing the point. Still though, being a mere male, I didn’t pick up on the fact that she already knew in herself that she was. I guess she was just confirming the thought in her head. My answer was as you would expect it to be from me, “absolutely”. The thing is though, she is a career woman with a hell of a future before her in the business of money management, so it would be imperative that she have the opportunity to not only continue, but have the success in her field that she deserves.

At twenty eight, she has become a central figure in the company, and has very little distance and study to go before becoming a fully fledged advisor. All that said, when the maternal clock tic’s, it clangs! My career has been and gone in a way, I mean that at thirty seven years old, if I was going to be a banker, brain surgeon or lawyer, I would be by now, right? I am content with my job, and although I have been offered a promotion in the not too distant future, my family comes first, and that’s all there is to it. I am in no way ashamed to admit that my partner in life is the breadwinner. We discussed the possibility of me being a part time stay at home Dad, something I would dearly love to be able to do, but it’s something that will never happen if Ani doesn’t continue her career. It would give me back much of what I lost in years gone by with the girls, working non stop. I know I can’t replace those years, but it would give me so much joy to know that side of fatherhood first hand. If nothing else, I would now be able to.  

We have a good quality of life, but as you all know, what hours you don’t work for the man, you don’t get paid for. So, as a consequence, that is something that will need to be discussed further, as time progresses. So two days ago, Ani comes home with this pregnancy test, when I saw it I thought “what the hell is going on here!” I begged her to do it, but she made me what DAMB IT! Finally, walking through to the living room she puts it down on the table. I was sweating, trying not to be too hopeful, but shit man, when you are looking at the possibility of cradling a baby again you get excited! I am the cluckiest man you would ever know, I am worse than a woman for gods sake! So we waited…….

I read, and re read the instructions while constantly glancing at the test. It said that even a dull pink line in the second window confirms that you are pregnant. Well guys, I have to tell you all, I couldn’t get that line any pinker if I used a freakin hi-lighter!!!! There was a few moments of silence as we looked at each other and I cuddled in next to her and whispered “we is gonna have a baby pertzen” “pertzen” is my affectionate name for her, it’s kind of like person, but cuter 😛 Don’t tell me you guys don’t use them, so don’t laugh at mine lol! She nuzzled her head into my neck and in the cheekiest little voice said “it could be wrong ya know”. NO FUKIN WAY DUDE!!! I’ve done the job BIG time 😛

We made a few calls to family, and then spent the night in shock lol! The next day we went off to the doctor and got the referrals to get the exact time of conception, and the rundown on how to look after Ani. Oh yes, I forgot to mention, Ani suffered in both previous pregnancies with preaclancia (somthin like that), basically it means that she’s not a good incubator. Funny isn’t it, that she’s had sore boobs for weeks now, and so tired that I actually asked her what the hell was wrong. See men are SO good at deciphering a woman’s problem huh! I shouldn’t be so hard on myself, I know I’m a good man, partner and Dad, but I will never finish learning and this is a new learning curve!

We will have the answers from the bloods

tomorrow, and you can all be assured, I will let you know. The other thing I need to tell you all is that I rang the girls too. I know some may say that it’s a bit early to get them excited, but by our calculations Ani should be about six weeks, so that’s about half way through the first trimester. The kids are ALL so excited they are sick!!! Gotta go, the lil woman has just come home! More tomorrow< I PROMISE!!!!

I SOOOOO LOVE YOU GUYS!!

Luke xoxoxoxoxox