my day 2
today I woke up around 9:50 am cuz my dog was barking. My husband went to work. I didn’t sleep well I woke up around 3:15 am or so crying cuz of a nightmare so I waited for about 2 hours to take another med to go back to sleep. When my husband went to work he woke me up with a kiss but I was too tired so he left. About 10 minutes I heard out dog bark so I got up took him outside did his business and did my duties like cleaning my cats and feeding them, and the rest I had cooked food for the rest of the week. So I watched my shows on my computer and took care of my dog. I had an ok day. I kept seeing things around me and I knew all it was in my imagination but I couldn’t control it, also the voices did not help me at all. But I keep trying the best I can, I love life, and I’m happy I wake up at all. You should thank God that you wake up. But today was ok.. my pain level was 8 out of 10. It’s like that every day so I have to deal with it daily. I have to be positive all the hard times. My cats and dog are doing well and so is my husband and that is what matters. Good nite for now
As Rilke wrote, “Let everything happen to you, beauty and terror, just keep going, no feeling is final.”
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