no friends…

…for me… I always found that I was the common denominator in all the failed friendships I’ve had. Maybe it’s my tendancy for selfishness or lack of consideration of others. But only recently have I really tried to make an effort to change…to change who I want to give my time to, my energy to and my heart to…
How I give my time or who I share it with seems to be something I haven’t thought about in a long time.  In fact, I don’t remember ever actually looking into it before.
Usually I just become overly-attached and scare people away.

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August 28, 2006

i find it so, so hard to make proper friends. i miss my 2 best friends from uni & wish they lived closer. it really gets me down sometimes, but i’d rather hold out & wait for a real friend than settle for friends who i don’t really click with for the sake of it. *hugs* xx

I have often felt this way…you’re not alone! But have also found that it is just natural with some people…and if i have to try so hard…not worth it. One great(close) friend is good enough for me…but I actually have two. go me.

September 1, 2006

Very cool. Awakening. To choices you hadn’t seen, realized you had. Like fog clearing.

September 5, 2006

RYN: Good to see you discovered something about you. Walk yourself thru you and see where improvement can be greatest! You may really discover some real things about yourself that can use improving. For one… be able to give of yourself…….