One day down….

Thirty-one to go.

I’m not cut out to be a military wife. It’s a good thing Stephen is in a non-deployable unit now, because I’m so sad right now! I was fine all day. I kept myself far too busy to be depressed, but now it’s night-time and he’s not here with me and I know he won’t be getting home in the middle of the night from work like normal. I already miss him terribly.

Sorry if I don’t catch up on all my faves as much as normal for a while. I really don’t feel like it right now. I’ll probably read you all, but I’m not really in a noting mood.

It’s so annoying! If Stephen had been gone for a month in October or so, I would’ve been HAPPY… no… THRILLED for the break, but now we’ve been getting along so well for the most part and he has to leave. And he doesn’t have very good reception, either.

Ok, I’m done whining now. Thanks for letting me vent. 🙂 

I think I’m going to be watching a 4 month old starting in a couple months. (I guess she’ll be 6 months then). I meet her and her mom next Saturday, but we already talked about all the different people that we both know and I know when she asks them, they’ll all put in a good word for me, so I think it’s pretty much a done deal. Unless she gets here and my kids are monsters or something… Or they are monsters before she gets here and I can’t get the house cleaned up. lol

Have a good night! I’m going to try to avoid going to bed for a while. A king size bed is great when you have someone to share it with, but it’s kind of depressing when you have it all to yourself.

Theresa

Log in to write a note
June 3, 2008

I’m sorry you’re depressed:( I hope you decided to take advantage of the giant bed and sprawl out last night instead of feeling bad! RYN: Or maybe you will think of me and I will laugh at you!

June 3, 2008

aww, at least it’s only for one month and not six!! (ok i don’t really know if that helps or not but i always try to look on the brightside). i hope you feel better soon! maybe you could find an awesome month long project to start!xoxo

June 3, 2008

aw I’m sorry =(. I know how that feels in a general sense…and time never lets you have the things you want RIGHT at the obviously ideal moment; call it a higher plan or just a lame twist of fate…but it usually happens that way. try & be well =), hope you feel better.

June 7, 2008

I hate separation even if its for 1 day !

August 18, 2008

I know what you’re going through. My husband is in the Army and had to go to WLC last September for the entire month. I was left in our crapartment, in a city/state I wasn’t familiar with, with no friends, right after starting at a new school. And he had crappy reception, too. I’m guessing he’s back by now though, I checked the date of this entry.