Dun… Dun… Duuuuun!

Ok… first things first! I have more or less gotten over Stephen finding my OD. That’s kind of my thing… I get REALLY mad and I usually cry… and then I get over it. Completely. It seems a little stupid now to me. That’s just how I operate, I suppose. I stress SO much over EVERYTHING that sometimes I just have to ignore things that bother me, I guess.

I don’t think Stephen will go through my OD again… at least not often. I’m going to save it in my favorites so that he can get to it easily so that he doesn’t have to snoop. And if I want to whine about him or talk about something that I don’t want him to know then I’ll just set it to faves only or private.  (I’m going to change my password so that he can’t actually sign into my OD so that I still have SOME privacy and he’ll just have to deal with that.)

Stephen leaves early Monday morning… I’m starting to really dread it. I do this everytime he leaves… i make myself sick worrying about how terrible it’s going to be with him gone and then he leaves and I’m fine. I’ll miss him, but I’ll be fine.

I’ve got a LOT I want to do while he’s gone, though. I’m going to clean out the garage and put all of our crap in the attic and then my mom is going to help me hang some shelves in the garage for our camping/fishing gear and then she’s going to help me paint the living room and kitchen and put a little border on the bathroom that I’ve had for over a year, but still haven’t hung up.

Wish me luck with all of that… That’s the plan, but I can definitely see me just sitting on my ass the whole time lol.

 

Have a great day!

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May 29, 2008

WELL JOE MOM SAID I COULD STAY WITH HER IF I WAS AND JOE’S STEP DAD IS GOING TO GET ME A TEST THAT IS WHAT JOE SAID I AM NOT SURE HOW LONG I MIGHT BE.CAN I ASK YOU SOMETHING I AM DISCHARGING AND MY FEET ARE SWELLED BIG TIME THIS EARLY I NO I AM NOT THAT FAR LONG YET IF I AM WHAT DOES THAT MEAN HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM TRYING TO SAY!!!

May 29, 2008

Yep change the password and maybe even the name of your diary, change your age to be 41 like me and your location to something dumb like mine. There, safe as.

May 29, 2008

Ha freakin ha! I am just like that too! Sometimes a good cry is all you really need to get over something! Glad you’ll be sticking around! Good luck without the husband around!

May 30, 2008

I JUST FOUND OUT JOE HAD A DAIRY IN HEAR READ IT IT’S SAD TO ME YOU MIGHT CAN HELP HIM IT IS UNDER JOEjoe age 22 please

May 31, 2008

RYN:thanks =]. you still doing alright? && teh kids? <3

June 1, 2008

gonna add u to favs if u dont mind?

June 1, 2008

RYN: After I wrote that entry I thought about you and how you would have TOTALLY started with the sex:) Weird, I didn’t mean to think about you and sex in the same thought:)

June 1, 2008

aw thanks :)…I guess that’s sometimes true. but I hate not hearing his voice; so it’s worth it =).