>> monku #2

we cried. in that little basement room that one evening… we just sat and cried for hours. our time would end, we realized, the memories and dreams and visions and the whole life we’d created was about to end and we’d be left alone apart with nothing but the pain and tears to fill that inner emptiness which for a while we’d blissfully forgotten.

i never cried that much in my entire life – and never want to again. this is why i learnt to just not fucking care.

walk past canal and third and tenth into the park onto the grass through bushes past the castle down to meet the birds but they’re no longer there – it’s gotten far too cold.