So I did it….

I sent the package to him…. I posted the tiktok as well…. so far nothing…. but he is currently out of state with his new job as a trucker…. and his inmate (see previous post, it is true)… I mean his new girlfriend…. is sitting at the apartment waiting for his return.

I had hoped she checked the mail on Friday and I would hear some yelling from him….but so far nothing but crickets….

And you might be thinking I want to hear from him because I want him back…. but absolutely not. All I want is for him to unblock me on ticktok so I can block him. Right now he still has the opportunity to contact me out of the blue (which eventually he will because he did the same thing on snapchat) ….right now I hold the blocks on all social media, except toktok.

I hope that maybe this one will bring g him the peace he needs. But I didn’t want to have a matching bracelet with her. And yes I was petty with my words that I sent with it… but not at her. All my petty p*ssed off words are for him for what he did to me…. I really hope he doesn’t do the same to her… but we shall see

So spirit has been kindly reminding me to continue with my goals and to keep growing spiritually. I don’t usually pay for readings when I can do them myself….and I have friends that read for me as well…. but there is a reader on YouTube that I have been drawn to for a while…I should have the email by Friday at the latest. I’m pretty certain my questions were well thought out. So we’ll see how that goes as well….

Grandpa’s memorial service was nice… most of the family showed up….and there was no fighting so it was a good day

Off to finish the workday…. Monday’s are the worst…