Sleepy

“How do i forgive myself from not becoming what i wanted to be”

Idk who wrote it, but its so true and how I am feeling right now.  And these stupid thoughts run through my head. I just need to throw myself into something to keep my mind occupied.

I’m still at my moms house.

Tonight is hopefully the last night.

Been running around all day long and i am really tired.

Shes supposed to have her eye appointment and hopefully they’ll have her contacts in stock.

If they do, i cqn come home. On Friday,  we’re apparently going to get another vehicle. Its a 98.

Soooo…. theres that.

idk.

Then we’re just gonna scrap my truck.

I really want the beach.

At this point just skip camping. Get a hotel for 3 nights, beach side with a pool.  I’ll be fine.

He said he wouldn’t do it again.

Buuut i no longer trust him.

So,