Tuesday 8/1/23 Part 2

8:06 p.m.This was a very bad day. I laid in urine all morning and now I’m laying in it all night What else can I say that hasn’t already been said? Also nothing seemed to go right today I felt sick at my stomach and very, very depressed because of no care. I just have up and didn’t care if I lived or died.

I escaped from my problems by reading. I read for an hour this afternoon. Then I picked it up again after supper and talking to Chocolatechip. I think I read about forty pages in my book The Constitution Today Timeless Lessons for Our Era by Akhil Reed Amar. This makes a 27 day reading streak. I’m proud of myself. 

I ate two turkey and Swiss cheese sandwiches for supper. I didn’t have coffee. I had two pieces of fish for lunch which was delicious. Except for breakfast the food was good today.

I talked with Chocolatechip a lot today. She boosted my mood. I broke down and asked if she could buy me a $25 Amazon gift. If she can swing it I will use it to buy that new Stephen King book Holly. I love King and this book is about one of his most loveable characters Holly Gibney. I wouldn’t of asked her but I’m desperate to have this book.

I never did see the psych doctor. The aide this morning said they were keeping me in bed for the appointment I wonder if that was a bs excuse to keep me in bed? I don’t know about this place. I just don’t know