~ A Dream
On 12-31-07… I had this dream-
Me Sarah, Nathan, My Mom Jimmy, Alicia we on this Vacation together. That afternoon we went into a restaurant. Everyone sat at a Booth. Jimmy and Alicia at another.
I took note that Sarah was about 8 and Nathan 6. and I thought it was interesting that they were so young and not their ages that they are now. 23 and 12.
Sarah wanted to sit at the counter. Nathan didnt . We decided to sit at the Counter. I thought we should of sat in the booth first and the next time the Counter. Instead of changing our mind cause Nathan refused to come to the Booth. I went over and dragged him. He laughed, and we laughed.
We were sitting at the Booth which turned into rows like Desks in a Classroom, I sat in the middle, Alicia on my right, Sarah on my left, My Mom behind us and Jimmy and Nathan in front.
Nathan was in a Stroller cause he was paralyzed now. Nathan was showing us his Money he had to go on all the rides at Disney Land. He was sitting on it. I was thinking that Nathan was paralyzed from the Bike Accident. I thought it was so sad that the accident happened before Disneyland and now he wont be able to enjoy Disneyland as much.
Then Nathan turned into a cat and was running around the seat of his Stroller chasing his Money and Marbles and those little Eyes you find in Hobby Lobby. I was then thinking that no this must have been just before the Bike Accident and he must not be paralyzed. We were laughing. I was laughing so hard.
Then Jimmy saw that Nathans feet were cold. There was Socks nearby that he took and put on Nathans feet. I thought that was so compassionate. Then Nathan disappeared. I Cried so hard cause I missed that Boy so much. I cried cause he is no longer with us..
Then the Dog Howled and it woke me up.
This was very painful for me to read. It is so hard to dream about our children who left too soon.
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