Just a random thought for the day

I never took in to consideration how much things have changed over the last 4 years. There has been a lot packed into those 4 years, sometimes I think more than most of my life so far. I think I’ve felt the most heart break in these past 4 years. We’ve said goodbye to people none of us were ready too and for reasons that were so unbelievably unfair.

We’ve had some truly amazing blessings as well, like welcoming two more children into our family. Though we have places in our hearts with voids now we aren’t empty and still have room for love. Its been a world wind of things and our family has been tested over and over again. Although, I would say we’ve been bent a little bit and all the pieces might not all be there however, we aren’t broken. None of us have given up yet.

I’ve defiantly opened my eyes to a lot of things about my self and the people around me. I’ve reconnected with some people and others I’ve let fade to the background. I’ve picked up some old habits, and no they aren’t the bad ones. In fact some of the bad ones are no longer a thing anymore. I guess you could call me a work in progress, all of us really.