I found myself thinking

 so I’m sitting at home alone, because everyone is at work. Which is kind of nice seeing that its so quite. Got me thinking about a lot of different things. Its funny how much has changed. I thought I would go back and reread the things I’ve posted on here from years ago. Its crazy to reread that stuff and see how much I’ve changed over the years. I guess you never realize those kids of things until you see or read something and your just like wow. One thing I can say is I have a way better attitude now than I did then. I mean yeah I’m a lot older now and so much has change since then. I seemed back then to always be down, I do smile a lot more now. Not so much gets to me now, like it did then. Somethings are still the same with but its nothing bad. I know what it means to feel real pain and to feel pure happiness. I’ve had to let one of the most important people in life go and I had to learn that people are going to let you down. At the time same time though I learn that people can surprise you. Family is forever even if their not blood. Everything happens for a reason and not everything is meant to last. Enjoy what you have and never take anything forgranted. Lifes way to short not to smile.