This year was suposed to get better

Eveyone keeps telling me this year is suposed to get better, that it just takes time. Well I have come to find out that everyone is full of shit. Nothing is getting better I had to have surgery, two weeks without working. I have fought with everyone, and the people who were supose to make it better didn’t. Its been been nothing but one thing right after another. Honestly I’m giving up on all of it. There is something out there that just doesn’t like me. Something or someone really wants to see me give up and fall end of story. My mother and father could care less. My older sister is only about her self. My younger sister and brother are so wrapped in their own lives that no one else is important. As for my boyfriend sometimes I just don’t get him anymore, I love him with all my heart but he has changed so much and I don’t know if I’m okay with it at all. I feel like I’m all alone and no one is able to understand. I have an ex who is trying way to hard to be my friend because he thinks we will end back up together some time down the road. I really think I just need a brake from everything and everyone.