I reach out my hands to you.

I’m standing here with what’s left of what I use to be. Tears just pouring down my cheeks there isn’t even a point to wipe them away anymore. My hands are shaking along with the rest of my body, I just can’t control it anymore. Everything seemed to just swirl out of my control and I can’t get anything back in order.
I feel so lifeless, what’s still holding me here? My vision seems so blurred which is making it rather hard to know where I’m going. My head is pounding so hard, makes it hard to even listen to anything of the noise around me. So much held in, that its about to all blow up right in my face and there isn’t be anything I can do.
Make up smeared eyes puffy and swollen I look for you. Walking to you with what’s left in me. Reaching out my hands I’m begging you with eyes full of confusion and pain to take them and lead me away from this world. I’m reaching out my hands to you. Please without a word I walk in your same direction. There really isn’t anything for me to say. What’s left for there to say?