forever autumn

the summer sun is fading as the year grows old…

and darker days are drawing near…

my life will be forever autumn…

now your not here…

-justin hayward-

four days left to wait…

four days left to drown in my melancholy…

to sleep, per chance to dream…

little slices of death, with whipped cream…

i was never foolish enough to believe i could succeed…

never brave enough to fail…

always one eye to the horizon…

watching my dreams set sail…

how awkward then to find…

that my success lies…

only in my failures…

splinters in the minds eye…