saturday night

@bronner i havent seen any notes for a long time…

feel free to try again…

i never censor this page…

@kermitallica i asked if you had done treatment.i said i could not quite understand the countdown. sometimes i think it is for treatment and sometimes i think it is … life span?

@bronner the countdown is for treatment… Saturday is my last…
may i ask your illness if i am not intruding…

@kermitallica i have long suffered with getting treatment for a stone blocking my kidney, putting me in often  severe hydronephrosis [dr knew end of nov] , finally had successful surgery on july 5, successful EXCEPT – on june 25 i had been found to have a very bad uti and was given a 7 day run , instead of a ten ; which would have brought me to day of surgery, then no test of cure was done, nor was i given antis at discharge. i went into septic shock. while in local hospital recovering from that, an ulcer in my duodenum ruptured. i was in screaming pain for about 4 hours , finally the last drug they gave worked, the surgeon came in said they would not be able to cope with this, and her colleague at larger hospital had agreed i should come for surgery. when i got here, they thought it best to try to let my body close the hole, and an ng tube [? thru my nose/down my throat] in to clear the debris. finally got surgery monday, which was good as, while my body was closing the hole,there was much debris that they needed to remove. it feels like a long road ahead.

more to talk with you about more spiritual side but … later. i hope there is a later for both of us.

@bronner dear god that is messed up…
i truly do hope things get better for you…
last july my left arm went septic…
they said they might have to take the arm, but they slit it open and drained it…
it seems that sorrows do not come as single spies after all…
good health…