More thinking

So tonight worked out okay.

I’m trying to teach her about self soothing before bed. She only got out twice tonight annnnd was asleep by 1130.

Its my fault for co sleeping to begin with but also w her ptsd issues i felt it was the right thing to do.

I think shes gonna be okay with this after awhile.

Routine.. go potty, get drinks. Watch planet earth in bed w her to calm down or read a book before bed. Once its over, say goodnight. Sit in kitchen til she falls asleep.

Its day 3. Two nights of up til 130 am.

Repeat tomorrow.

Also looked up more info on the deadbeat. If I’m reading this right, he will continue to be incarcerated while working w mental health court.

He would have to agree to plead guilty though. So maybe this is why regular court was canceled.

I’ll keep checking.

I just don’t want my anxiety to come back once he is out.

Anyway another plan is to just list the jewelry for under 10 bucks. All of it.

I have thousands of pieces.

Some are worth more.

Thats where my problem is.

However… i don’t want any of it anymore.

I don’t have to decide that now, though. Just list it and be gone.

So now I’m gonna redo the lots.

And it stormed, today.

We got chinese take out.

Idk what else to write.