Nothing

I really don’t have much on my mind other than wanting to get out.

I need to. My body kicks and screams to get where i need to be.

So, i reopened my ebay account and so far haven’t made much.

But something is better than nothing, i suppose. I just had higher expectations, i guess.

I’ve been sick all week, my mom even sicker but last night i had the coughing fit of my life. I really thought i would just get to the ER but the thought of waiting anywhere and suffocating in the meantime stopped me because if i just didn’t move it would stop.

My poor 6 year old gave me grapes non stop last night. Every time she heard me cough she ran to the fridge to get more grapes when if she just went to bed instead, i could have done what i needed to, earlier.

Steam shower, took some meds and went to sleep.

Unfortunately she had that evil red dye and i completely screwed that up on my own. She never ever wants sprinkles, so i was unprepared when we went out fir ice cream last night. So, thats that.

Then i slept like crap. Then at 4am i woke up and he was gone.

Just let me pull that shit on him and wat h how he reacts. And then not respond for an hour and then come home 6 hours later.

I knew where he was but he was ignorant in not informing me.

I did tell him i did not appreciate it at all.

Just frustrated.

Anyway…