Change of pace

As the title says, how about a change of pace. This is the fountain in our park in Silver Creek. Kind of peaceful at 11pm during the week.

Wasn’t thinking when I decided to walk here tonight. One, my knees are killing me and two, I just had kidney stone surgery today. But for some reason I wanted to walk and here I sit in pain throughout my body.

I need to get back in shape, like there’s no tomorrow. I’m tired of being fat, ugly, and old. And unemployed,  poor, and extremely broke.

I know all the answers and still I self sabotage myself. Mentally,  emotionally,  and physically. I know I have to do it for myself, I just wish I had someone to do it with, because when the only voice is mine, I lose everytime.