11pm

If you can’t tell I’m back in a spot in my life where I’m doing everything in my power not to hate myself.

One would think this wouldn’t be a hard thing to deal with, but it is. Tonight’s a rough one for me. Especially after this week.

I hate being single, but there’s no one out there I want to be with. I want to be with someone who made every effort to keep that from ever happening again as quickly as she could. One person who took everything from me and permanently changed everything else.