today

well, my fingers are feeling much better so thats nice, i just watched coco for the first time and it is definitely my favorite disney movie, it was so so so good.  my ex also screwed me over which makes me so sad. its money related, i had a total meltdown, im just hoping he will be a good enough person to cover atleast half of this mess. but i wont hold my breath. i had therapy today so that was helpful but overall i had a total meltdown. i also think im going to do a research paper on budda i started reading the subtle art of not giving a fuck and incase anyone reads this, i highly recommend it, but only as an audio book. its best that way since its a whole experience. it definitely gives a different perspective. well lets go start my research paper