Did it again

I guess I’m just meant to be alone now. Patty was my last chance and I blew it. I’m the guy at the end of the counter. I’m the warning parents give their children that they will become if they do wrong.

All I had to do was not be fucking weird, all I had to do was make the conversation about her more.

It’s always the same. What will be the brush off? Total ghost? The we’re at 2 different places? The I guess I’m not really looking? Or maybe she will come right out and tell me I suck.