06/18/2013

 Wow.  I really need to be getting back here more often.  I do miss writing, but I haven’t even been keeping up with Emily’s diary.

Not so sure where I left off, so will just ramble a bit.

I still live in the same house as the last entry.  I am not teaching riding lessons again, as I had planned, but loving having my pony with me.  My blind horse will be returning at the beginning of August.  Gabrial, our old black arabian, sadly had to be euthinized last Tuesday 🙁

My children are all growing, too fast in my opinion.   Did I mention in the past that I was looking for the right donor to have my last child?  I did finally find him, and he is beyond all I could have ever dreamed of.  He is the best father, amazing co-parenter.  He is gay, so no sexual relationship will ruin what we have.  We chose to have a full sibling, with him being the main raising parent – – again, perfect.  Aria is now almost 5mo 🙂

I am nannying a wonderful family, but with them comes some challenges as well.  Love the kids to pieces, they are easy – but we have worked to reach this point.  They are a severe handful with mom, and recently has been a handful with dad (but he is a great one).

I am pumping milk for Aria, but also triplets.  Two of the boys, although mainly one in particular, is allergic to everything it seems so chose to go off of the top 8 food allergens.  So, no dairy, soy, gluten, eggs, nuts, or fish.  He is much better, it makes it all worth it.  It’s been about two months now, I don’t really crave any of the foods but occasionally do find I want to reach for something to grab and eat, lol

I am working towards weight loss, but where I struggled before it’s coming off…..slowly.  Yay 🙂

I’ll have to type more later…………….