99 ways to die

i have cancer, lung cancer to be exact…
i am on the fence about treatment though…

i have no one who will miss me…
i am the last of my line…

why try to save something as broken as i am…
better to just fade away?

extinction is a choice…
it happens all the time…

redemption is a delaying tactic…
it all comes out in the wash…

to be or not to be…
that is my question…

but for now, to sleep those little slices of death…
how i loathe them…