Follow up

I haven’t dropped a note for a while, I am trying to get better. It’s not like life has become so hopeful but then I think I still have some hope in me. I haven’t been motivated to do anything or try anything new, some friends and family have reached out to see ways they can help. But I guess I am not yet in the right head space for anything. I believe I have become so scared of failing I don’t want to even try. I just need a spark to rekindle the light in me. My bills are pilling up, debts are rising, but I guess I will be fine. I don’t know how or when but I just want to try and be optimistic about everything.