Epiphany…
Always make sure the man you love needs you more than you need him.
Okay so I love my husband!
I know I don’t need him! But every day I am wanting to let got more and I just don’t know how to do it.
Last night I got home and at the entrance to our bedroom were Daisy petals and on the bed was a chocolate bar, a Daisy, a Redbull (that I bought a few days ago) and a yoghurt (which I had also bought a few days ago) and on my bedside table was a vase dilled with daisies.
Now daisies are not my fav flower, but I guess the though counts.
He was sitting in the study finishing off work, so I want to say thank you. He was stoned and on the desk was an open packet of cannabis edible gummy sweets
By the time I got into bed after putting the laundry into the washing machine and making sure my outfit for work was ironed (I knew that there would be no electricity when I woke up this morning, so I ironed what needed to be ironed) he was snoring.
Right now, I am hating being married! I am feeling so alone.
Lately I keep thinking about the week I spent in the clinic after I had an emotional breakdown. When I came back home from there, I had a new lease on life. I need to hold onto that.
Yesterday when I met up with an old friend to chat. I told her how happy I have been since the bariatric op and how this new energy in me and this new sense of happiness is making me want to live life. After last night I kinda feel as if that was all just talk and I am ready to just call up in ball and cry.
This morning I weighed myself. I know I haven’t lost as much weight as I should and I know I should be working harder on losing the weight, but I am feeling happy with myself.
99.5kg
So, in a few days I have lost half a kg. Wish it was more, but at least I am losing and not putting on.
just remember the slower it comes off, the easier it is to stay off.
😘 👍
But it does become a lil disheartening when you hear of other people and how they lost so much so quickly. But then I think about my sister and how she lost a lot quickly (but she was really really big) and then she put on a lot of weight again and for the past few years has been trying to get it off. So, I guess we all just gotta do what is good for you!
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Any weight loss is a good thing…you are doing it :-). I have been stuck at the same weight for months. I really had intentions to lose some weight before summer but that hasn’t happened. I am ready for the weather to warm up so I can start back riding my bike every day.
Those gummies will kick your ass. I ate one when I was in Colorado at my son’s house and when it kicked in I was so high I had to go to bed. I hated how it felt…it scared me. I can’t imagine wanting to feel that way.
I am so not looking forward to winter. Today has been a real rainy day and I have hated it!
A few months ago, I tried those gummies. Now of course I was stupid and ate about 3/4 of a packet in one sitting and had a biscuit or two as well so that got me tripping and I ended up throwing up. Of course, I slept well that night, but I have vowed never to put anything cannibus related into my mouth.
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