Fatigue

1 hour sleep is not enough.

Realizing that I’ve reached the halfway point of my useful lifespan is not a comforting thought. I have made no lasting acchievements, I have made no mark upon the world. within 100 years, my name will be gone forever. Of course, even thougse people who are most famous, (or infamous) find they become little more than a series of facts. Can you tell me what made Washingon laugh? can you tell me of the days he smiled, what he thought of his world and his life, Nope. but you can sure tell me all about how he managed lead america.

What will it be like in another 200 years for washington? for anyone?

yeah, Bleak.

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March 7, 2005

it’s not the monuments you build, it’s not the countries you lead, it’s the people’s lives you touch and the memories you create that make a life worthwhile. And it’s not like you “only” have 40 years left to do something spectacular, hey God created the world in 7 days right? Imagine what you could do in 146000?

March 7, 2005

I assure you you’ve left your mark here.We all leave our legacy in some way,shape or form, whether its emotionally, creatively or politically.I know that you’ve left a great and powerful impact on my life(in a godd way) and you know what they say if you touched at least one person’s life then you’ve achieved a huge goal.I agree with the last noter, its not about the monuments you build but about..

March 7, 2005

the affect you have on people’s lives. I know you feel like giving up,lord knows I do to but we will hold each other up and remain strong and we will go bowling soon and maybe waffles..LOL!:-) hang in there dear *HUGS*

March 7, 2005

That was supposed to be good,not godd although that may very well have been a freudian slip LOL! i’ve always thought you were somewhat godlike;-)

I agree with Amy A. I find you to be godlike in certain aspects. I worship the ground you hover over, my darling. We will indeed go bowling and eat waffles (or at least chinese food) soon, so keep your head on straight. And 1 hour is totally enough sleep. Sometimes it is better to not think about things when you should be sleeping. Impossible, Yes. I like to stab my brain with a big q-tip.

A REALLY big Q-tip.

March 10, 2005

People dont write down what makes you smile, all they worry about is what you did to change.