Korea

In November I am going to Korea. 

It is my alternative to suicide. In this life, I am so incredibly unhappy. I think about suicide everyday. 

My ultimate conclusion is that it solves nothing. It wont make me happier. It wont fix the problems I have with my life. 

I don’t need and end. I need a new start

I feel distant. I don’t think Tim loves me. I think he is tired of me. 

kiss the frog!