Albany

I’m in Albany now. 

Came to stay the summer with the new guy. It’s been really really really nice. No calls, no texts. no one asking favors. No one to clean up after. 

His name is Timothy. His Korean name is Won Sop. I like that more. In my head I will always call him that. 

He is fantastic sexually. He is incredibly satisfying. We do it everyday, sometimes twice. I wish it was three times. Its so good. 

He’s strong too, he can pick me up and throw me around. which is novel for a five foot eight inch girl. 

He’s patient and warm too. He knows about all my mental shit. He’s kind and says it doesnt bother him. He is so nice. 

Strong emotions. I am loving him.

My birthday is tomorrow.

He got me books for my birthday. He’s given me access to knowledge. What an amazing gift. Despite the nagging heartache and guilt about Mark, I feel like I’m in a fairy tale. Won Sop is magnificent. Generous. Loving. He met me in heartache and lonliness and offered an escape. He embraced me and cared for me and made me feel special and cherished and loved. 

truly I am lucky. 

kiss the frog!