What is enough?

Mark apologized. He said he never should have gotten that angry. He said he was really really sorry.

I’m finally back in the apartment with him after a week and a half of being out of town. It’s so nice to be back. I came home in the middle of the night and crawled into bed with him. At first he was startled because he didnt expect anyone to be coming. Then he woke up more and heard my voice and he was really happy. He wrapped his arms and legs around me and buried his face in my chest and said "My meggie is home!" It made me smile really really big.

I woke up early so I could drive him to campus, he was delightfully surprised. While I was away I was thinking about him a lot. I bough him a new wallet with Captain America on it, and a shirt that he doesn’t like because it’s too small.

It’s hard to detail the happiness that we have together. It’s so much easier to talk about the bad things that happen. When I talk about the good stuff I feel like I’m bragging. He buys me flowers!! Blah Blah killing plants for temporary beauty blah blah. They are always bought at a flourists and would have been killed for someone else anyway. I think the same way about hamburgers.

He does his best to make me comfortable in any situation, he knows that I’m easily distressed. He thinks about me and hardly ever complains. He dances with me in the beer cooler of every gas station we go to. He rocks out to music in the car with me. We make out at traffic lights until someone honks. We tickle each other in the movie theatre. I do his laundry and cook for him since we live together its never a big deal. I dress up for no reason and he adores it. He lets me go anywhere dressed any which way and is never ever embarrassed. He is worth getting upset over.

SO someone noted me and said that I don’t love him enough. I just don’t think that’s true. I’ve gone through some rough and terrible shit, but I know I KNOW that losing him would destroy me. Yes I would get over it, but it wouldn’t be easy at all. I wouldn’t kill myself over him, but I would definately die to save him.  I’d have children with him. He said we could have a disney wedding. that’s love.  I think I love him more than enough.

kiss the frog!