internalizing

For me its easy to admit when I’m wrong or when something is my fault. What is really difficult for me is forgiving myself.

I honestly just wish someone would hit me and let it go. Is that awful? Its so much easier to take a punch than to have to earn forgiveness.

please. … someone just smack me so I can feel better.

I don’t think anyone has been reading me long enough to remember winslow. but if you do this will strike you. "Meggie, you’re the catch, not him. I hate to say it but Mark’s not good enough for you. If he makes you feel this way, quit being with him" -Winslow

But I’m the one that fucked up. I’m the one that kissed someone else. I’m the one asking too much. I’m the one who needs to be punished.

anyone? 

kiss the frog!