progressive movements of techtonic lovers

Winslow and i are drifting apart. But we arent fighting it. In fact we may be embracing it. For some reason the less i see of him and the less i snuggle up to him the more calm and happy with him i feel. The times that we do snuggle are now sweet and happy and filled with half nostalgia and half novelty. HOW WEIRD IS THAT?

The more i hang out with mark the more i like him. The more i want to make him a permanant friend. I think that winslow feels the same. Mainly because he and i fight over who gets to take mark where. its very silly. I’m sure that mark feels objectified. Or glorified. who knows. Every moment that i am with mark brings forth some other interesting thing that we share, or some great paradoxial thought that we both dote on.

Winslow has met a girl named tabby. He is really into her and she is quite cute. She is lots of fun and very chill. I hope that when i get to meet her we will quickly become friends. Mark and I are encouraging winslow to sleep with her. I think it would be good for him to get with a girl on his own without my help, so he is only getting support and cheering for now.

I understand how strange it sounds to be so obviously drifting apart and feel closer than ever. i love winslow and with each passing day, the closer i get to mark; the more connected i feel to winslow. It is an amazing phenomenon.  There is a song that has been running through my head for the past couple of days. I cant help but feel like my heart is singing against my will to the people in my life.

"I’d believe in anything, were it not for you, showing me by just exsisting, only this is true: I love you. I love you, without question, i love you!"

Its so true. I love winslow more and more and more and more and i cant help but feel that i may have finally hit the jackpot on friends lovers and just about everything else in life. 

There is an earth sized love welling up inside of me. A contentment and joy. I am in love with my life and my friends. God has blessed me with the strangest of the strange and i couldnt be happier! 

speaking of everything else, i got a call back for an audition to star in a feature film. (cant say which one till im cast!)

kiss the frog!