why?

Why did the guys who i love so much hurt me.

Winslow and Lopez

you made me love you. You made it ok to be in love.

and then you just . . .

you want to take it all back.

I’m not good enough.

I teach you how to co-exsist

I taught you how to have good sex

I showed you how nice honesty can be

I spend thousands of dollars on you

I stopped fucking other people for you

I’ve cried countless times for you

and still

I’m not good enough.

This diary is so repetative. I thought this chapter would be different.

I thought soemthing else

i thought wrong

wrong

I don’t hate them.

I can’t hate them

im just

broken again

kiss the frog!

*WiKiD*PyNk*

November 24, 2008

well what happened darlin? elaborate let it out what did they do? did they not want to continue with ur relationships? im sorry hun!!

i am sorry it always hurts when you feel a loss or something changes i wish i could make it better for you *hug*

Boo!

:[ I sorry.Don’t let them hold you back.Don’t let them get you down.You are an incredibly unique individual with so much to give and if they cant see that/appreciate it..thats their fault. Don’t restrict yourself because of them. I understand that you can’t hate them even if they hurt you, been there done that. Don’t be unfair to urself, you know how awesome u are and you deserve better. 🙂

Sleepy-Eyed John

November 27, 2008

you should keep books man seems like that’s what you’re doing with the previous entry and this one… i dunno man, ARE YOU keeping books? love is wasted on men by women, and love is wasted on women by men. happy booking