He knows my name

That actor. . . I went to see him in the play that he had come down from new york to do for the professional theatre here.

I was standing in the lobby afterward and writing somethings in my planner and he said

"hey you’re meG right?"

i melted instantly and replied with "yes yes i am thats me, you were brilliant and wonderful, so far everything i have seen you in i have loved. your just great."

"haha thanks what do you think of the mustache"

"i love men with facial hair"

"hahahaha "

"you have very green headphones"

"yeah, i like them. . . "

and then someone else who knew him grabbed him and started talking to him so that was the end

 

I wonder if i should go back and try to see it again.

I want to see him again, i know im just a silly girl with a silly romantic crush on a brilliant actor BUT

he knows my name!!!!!

 

HE REMEMBERED AND APPROACHED ME! !!!!!!

 

on a seperate note- winslow mentioned to me how much i loved him O.o

strange indeed. He basically pointed out how funny it was that i am so afraid of the idea of love and here i am in love with him. He said i had fallen for him.

I told him that because i was not willing, that he had dragged me into loving him. pulled me down into this thickness of love.

 

and then i said it to him late in the evening, when i was asleep, he says i said it.

He woke me up this morning with a flurry of kisses. it was very sweet. he makes me smile.

 

kiss the frog!