Termination?

I am strongly thinking about terminating my open diary account finally and work fully out of my blog:

http://supreme-ronmexico.blogspot.com

Yesterday I came across an old entry from 2005 which is PRIVATE and it disturbed me, but it dawned on me that I am still going in circles with some of the same people. At this point in my life, its time to stop talking about it and being about it like I used to be in my teenage years. I am doing what Doc said Back to the Future of "Erasing from Existence." It’s time for it. Its time to stop feeling sorry for myself in the name of love and in the name of life, and stand on my own 2 feet. I love love. I love women, and I shall overcome. A lot of times, I have done things in the name of controversy cause I know someone is always watching and such, but now is not time for games and such. Either be happy with me and stop with the games or get outta my face. I am a stand up guy, and I know I am worth millions. So with this being said, I am considering terminating this diary to erase the past and no longer at it, and certain partys in my life. I wish and wish.. and hope and hope.. and fight and show.. and still to no avail for juvenilistic reasons. It’s time out for all of that..