What Happened to “Special Someone?”

Many people have asked me what happened to "Special Someone?" I be truthful honest, man… she doesn’t even know that I am with Spree Suga Baby. Actually she just found out today…this morning. She didnt sound too pleased. See, understand the last time I spoke with her was when I had the party at Soul Sista’s apartment on May 5th. She dropped me off that afternoon at Soul Sista’s after going back to campus, then the last thing she told me was to call her when the party started.

I never did.

I didnt call because once I told Soul Sista about Special Someone wanting to come, she didnt think it would be a good idea especially since Miss Germany was going to be there. So I left it at that , then eventually Spree Suga Baby and myself hooked up a week later. I couldn’t break it down to her. She found out through this thing with colleges on the internet called The Facebook, where you can find friends at different colleges and save them so u can keep contact with them. Anyways, she saw my profile this morning and it said I was in a relationship. She emailed me and didnt seem too enthuse (sp?) about it either. Furthermore and truthfully, we were to get back together once I got my shit together. I really dig the shit outta Special Someone….. she is a beautiful and talented young lady with so much damn dignity, man…. Fuck! Man, I actually wanted to be with her, but ……..hell, I aint got no damn excuse about this and I feel fuckin’ bad as hell. What do you think?

ScarletApple

June 28, 2005

I’m sorry

secretlife78

June 29, 2005

She needs time and you have to give it to her. I think she also needs to know that you didn’t get with someone else because you don’t care about her but that it was what you needed and wanted at the time and apologize for hurting her. We need to hear that. All tyoes of things run through our head when dudes do sh*t like that. She may not act like she cares about what you said but she does.

The Liz

July 1, 2005

i like ur diary too 😛

July 8, 2005

I really don’t do the whole pictures to strangers thing. Plus, I like this to be the place where I can be completely honest. I think you can only do that if you remain anonomous. You know??? It always bogles my mind when people have a “diary” and then their friends and family knows their names and reads it. That sort of defeats the purpose. So, I just don’t..but I assure you..I’m cute

July 13, 2005

We are in the same City. LOL! I am sure if it is meant to be it will happen. Take care..When are you going to update, what’s been going on?

pixie117

July 20, 2005

thanks for the note…glad you like my diary 🙂 as far as this goes, all I can say is talk to her about it…admit you screwed up. Expect it to take time, but at least ask to be friends and try and sort it all out slowly…and eventually show her that she is someone special to you

July 22, 2005

Thanks for the note..Steve is an idiot!

Hey, I finally found you on facebook! I requested to add you as a friend now, so everything should work now lol

July 25, 2005

thanks for the note 😉 also, I am supposed to tag people, so you have been tagged…for more info, its in my latest entry…not something I making people to do, its just for fun 😉