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I remember this feeling,

This emptiness,

This hole in my heart,

The pain in my mind,

Yet somehow,

Without really pin pointing it,

It’s different,Strange,

Like something I’ve never truly felt myself,

But I’ve written about many times,

The struggle,

The hollow,

The eyeless gaze burning from deep in my skull,

This is true torture,

True hopelessness,

Truly, truly giving up,

On the one thing,

I’ve continuously fought for,

Because I loved you,

With every broken piece of me,

And all you ever did,

Was hold a hammer.